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Interpretation for the cards for Day 1 "What is draining my energy?"
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Card No. 1. XI — Justice
Your life energy may be spent on a constant effort to restore justice, find the truth, determine who is right and who is mistaken, and what is right and what is not.
Justice is the Arcana of balance, honesty, and higher laws. But sometimes the pursuit of justice turns into continuous inner work. We mentally weigh actions, return to situations in which we were treated unfairly, and make demands of ourselves and those around us. Without noticing it, we begin to live in a state of constant inner judgment.
Perhaps some of your strength is currently being held backwith the desire for everything to always be right, fair, and in accordance with your ideas about truth.
But true balance arises not only from the ability to distinguish truth from falsehood. Sometimes it comes with the wisdom to accept what we cannot change and to stop spending energy on endless inner deliberation.
Pay attention: where do you continue to seek justice in your mind, even though this struggle no longer brings you either clarity or peace?
Your energy will begin to be freed where the pursuit of truth is joined with inner peace. You can remain true to your principles without turning your entire life into a struggle for justice.
Your life energy may be spent on a constant effort to restore justice, find the truth, determine who is right and who is mistaken, and what is right and what is not.
Justice is the Arcana of balance, honesty, and higher laws. But sometimes the pursuit of justice turns into continuous inner work. We mentally weigh actions, return to situations in which we were treated unfairly, and make demands of ourselves and those around us. Without noticing it, we begin to live in a state of constant inner judgment.
Perhaps some of your strength is currently being held backwith the desire for everything to always be right, fair, and in accordance with your ideas about truth.
But true balance arises not only from the ability to distinguish truth from falsehood. Sometimes it comes with the wisdom to accept what we cannot change and to stop spending energy on endless inner deliberation.
Pay attention: where do you continue to seek justice in your mind, even though this struggle no longer brings you either clarity or peace?
Your energy will begin to be freed where the pursuit of truth is joined with inner peace. You can remain true to your principles without turning your entire life into a struggle for justice.
Card No. 2. XV — The Devil
This Arcana embodies the image of an immense primordial force—the powerful energy of desires, passions, the material world, and earthly embodiment.
This force is not an obstacle in itself. On the contrary, it conceals enormous potential for creation, achieving goals, and enjoying life. But when a person ceases to control their desires and attachments, the energy begins to serve not them, but that on which they are inwardly dependent.
Perhaps what is exhausting you now is an overly strong attachment to a particular result, person, material goal, or image ofof life. Or there is an opposing conflict within you: you suppress your own desires, considering some of them unworthy, wrong, or dangerous.
In both cases, enormous power becomes bound up.
The Devil suggests not fighting your nature, but becoming aware of it. See where desire inspires and unfolds you, and where it turns into addiction, fear of loss, or the need to constantly get more and more.
Pay attention: what currently has such power over you that you devote a significant part of your attention, time, and inner freedom to it?
Your task is not to give up earthly desires, but to regain the ability to manage them wisely. Then the same energy that previously kept you dependent can become a source of extraordinary strength and creativity.
This Arcana embodies the image of an immense primordial force—the powerful energy of desires, passions, the material world, and earthly embodiment.
This force is not an obstacle in itself. On the contrary, it conceals enormous potential for creation, achieving goals, and enjoying life. But when a person ceases to control their desires and attachments, the energy begins to serve not them, but that on which they are inwardly dependent.
Perhaps what is exhausting you now is an overly strong attachment to a particular result, person, material goal, or image ofof life. Or there is an opposing conflict within you: you suppress your own desires, considering some of them unworthy, wrong, or dangerous.
In both cases, enormous power becomes bound up.
The Devil suggests not fighting your nature, but becoming aware of it. See where desire inspires and unfolds you, and where it turns into addiction, fear of loss, or the need to constantly get more and more.
Pay attention: what currently has such power over you that you devote a significant part of your attention, time, and inner freedom to it?
Your task is not to give up earthly desires, but to regain the ability to manage them wisely. Then the same energy that previously kept you dependent can become a source of extraordinary strength and creativity.
Card No. 3. Seven of Swords
This Card draws attention to subtle losses of energy connected with mistrust, uncertainty, disappointed expectations, and complicated relationships between people.
Sometimes vital energy is spent not on real events, but on the need to remain constantly vigilant: trying to understand other people's intentions, looking for hidden meanings in their words, anticipating their actions, and fearing disappointment.
Perhaps in your experience there have been situations when trust has been undermined or hopes have not been fulfilled. And now part of your consciousness continues to protect you from experiencing similar events again.
But the Seven of Swords can also point to another side: the habit of not speaking directly about your desires, avoiding uncomfortable conversations, hiding your true feelings, or acting contrary to your own inner knowledge.
When thoughts, words, and actions are no longer in harmony, a person spends a great deal of energy maintaining this inner division.
Pay attention: where in your life is there currently a lack of clarity, openness, and simple, honest interaction?
It is important not to look for hidden deception everywhere, but to restore a clear vision. The less energy is spent on suspicion, unspoken matters, and attempts to calculate everything in advance, the more remains for real life.
This Card draws attention to subtle losses of energy connected with mistrust, uncertainty, disappointed expectations, and complicated relationships between people.
Sometimes vital energy is spent not on real events, but on the need to remain constantly vigilant: trying to understand other people's intentions, looking for hidden meanings in their words, anticipating their actions, and fearing disappointment.
Perhaps in your experience there have been situations when trust has been undermined or hopes have not been fulfilled. And now part of your consciousness continues to protect you from experiencing similar events again.
But the Seven of Swords can also point to another side: the habit of not speaking directly about your desires, avoiding uncomfortable conversations, hiding your true feelings, or acting contrary to your own inner knowledge.
When thoughts, words, and actions are no longer in harmony, a person spends a great deal of energy maintaining this inner division.
Pay attention: where in your life is there currently a lack of clarity, openness, and simple, honest interaction?
It is important not to look for hidden deception everywhere, but to restore a clear vision. The less energy is spent on suspicion, unspoken matters, and attempts to calculate everything in advance, the more remains for real life.
Card No. 4. Queen of Cups
Before you is an Arcanum of deep sensitivity, intuition, and the wisdom of the heart. In the system of the elements, this is Water of Water—an especially powerful expression of emotional nature.
Perhaps your energy is currently being drained by excessive emotional involvement in what is happening. You may be highly sensitive to the moods of those around you, experience events deeply, respond to the pain of others, and retain impressions from your interactions within you for a long time.
Such sensitivity is a wonderful gift. But even a pure spring needs banks so that its waters do not spread endlessly in every direction.
When a person constantly directs their attention toward other people’s feelings, tries to support, understand, comfort, or preserve harmony around them, they sometimes stop noticing their own needs.
The Queen of Cups reminds us that emotional maturity is not about feeling as much as possible, but about knowing how to wisely handle what one feels.
Please note: which experiences truly belong to you, and which ones do you continue to carry out of compassion, worry, or the habit of caring for everyone?
Your path to restoring your energy is a return to your own heart. Allow your sensitivity to be directed not only outward, but toward yourself as well. From a place of inner fullness, love and support take on an entirely different quality.
Before you is an Arcanum of deep sensitivity, intuition, and the wisdom of the heart. In the system of the elements, this is Water of Water—an especially powerful expression of emotional nature.
Perhaps your energy is currently being drained by excessive emotional involvement in what is happening. You may be highly sensitive to the moods of those around you, experience events deeply, respond to the pain of others, and retain impressions from your interactions within you for a long time.
Such sensitivity is a wonderful gift. But even a pure spring needs banks so that its waters do not spread endlessly in every direction.
When a person constantly directs their attention toward other people’s feelings, tries to support, understand, comfort, or preserve harmony around them, they sometimes stop noticing their own needs.
The Queen of Cups reminds us that emotional maturity is not about feeling as much as possible, but about knowing how to wisely handle what one feels.
Please note: which experiences truly belong to you, and which ones do you continue to carry out of compassion, worry, or the habit of caring for everyone?
Your path to restoring your energy is a return to your own heart. Allow your sensitivity to be directed not only outward, but toward yourself as well. From a place of inner fullness, love and support take on an entirely different quality.
Card No. 5. Five of Swords — Defeat
This Arcana is associated with struggles on the level of thoughts, ideas, and beliefs. It may indicate a state in which a significant portion of your life force is spent on internal or external conflicts.
Perhaps you continue holding mental arguments, return to unpleasant conversations, and try to prove that you are right, protect your convictions or find a convincing response to an offense inflicted in the past.
Sometimes the conflict itself has long since remained in the past, but the battle is still raging within. The mind returns again and again to the former battlefield, expending energy on something that cannot be changed through thought alone.
The Five of Swords reminds us of an important spiritual distinction: victory in an argument does not always mean victory for the soul.
Not every conflict requires our continued involvement. Not every other person’s opinion needs to be refuted. And not every truth needs to be proven to someone who is not yet ready to hear it.
Pay attention: what inner battle are you continuing to fight, even though it no longer contributes to your growth?
Releasing this energy can begin with the decision to stop fighting where the struggle has exhausted its purpose. This is not a renunciation of your convictions, but a return of your strength to where it can truly create something.
This Arcana is associated with struggles on the level of thoughts, ideas, and beliefs. It may indicate a state in which a significant portion of your life force is spent on internal or external conflicts.
Perhaps you continue holding mental arguments, return to unpleasant conversations, and try to prove that you are right, protect your convictions or find a convincing response to an offense inflicted in the past.
Sometimes the conflict itself has long since remained in the past, but the battle is still raging within. The mind returns again and again to the former battlefield, expending energy on something that cannot be changed through thought alone.
The Five of Swords reminds us of an important spiritual distinction: victory in an argument does not always mean victory for the soul.
Not every conflict requires our continued involvement. Not every other person’s opinion needs to be refuted. And not every truth needs to be proven to someone who is not yet ready to hear it.
Pay attention: what inner battle are you continuing to fight, even though it no longer contributes to your growth?
Releasing this energy can begin with the decision to stop fighting where the struggle has exhausted its purpose. This is not a renunciation of your convictions, but a return of your strength to where it can truly create something.
Card No. 6. XVI — The Tower
The Tower is an Arcana of profound renewal through liberation from what has lost its true foundation.
In the context of your question, it may indicate that a significant portion of your energy is currently being spent preserving former ideas, life structures, or the familiar order of things.
Sometimes we continue to hold on to what once seemed like a reliable support: a certain image of ourselves, former goals, beliefs, relationships, or ideas about what our life should be.
And even when we already feel inwardly that change is necessary, we try to return everything to familiar confines.
But life is continuous movement and development. What helped us at one stage of the journey does not necessarily have to accompany us forever.
The Tower does not call for destroying something for the sake of destruction. Its deeper meaning is an awakening to the truth, an opportunity to see which supports are truly strong and which exist only because of our efforts and fear of the unknown.
Pay attention: what are you trying to preserve at any cost right now, even though inwardly you already feel the need for renewal?
Perhaps restoring your energy will require not a new effort, but a willingness to let go of an outdated form. When the need to support something that has ceased to be authentic disappears, space is freed for a new stage of life.
The Tower is an Arcana of profound renewal through liberation from what has lost its true foundation.
In the context of your question, it may indicate that a significant portion of your energy is currently being spent preserving former ideas, life structures, or the familiar order of things.
Sometimes we continue to hold on to what once seemed like a reliable support: a certain image of ourselves, former goals, beliefs, relationships, or ideas about what our life should be.
And even when we already feel inwardly that change is necessary, we try to return everything to familiar confines.
But life is continuous movement and development. What helped us at one stage of the journey does not necessarily have to accompany us forever.
The Tower does not call for destroying something for the sake of destruction. Its deeper meaning is an awakening to the truth, an opportunity to see which supports are truly strong and which exist only because of our efforts and fear of the unknown.
Pay attention: what are you trying to preserve at any cost right now, even though inwardly you already feel the need for renewal?
Perhaps restoring your energy will require not a new effort, but a willingness to let go of an outdated form. When the need to support something that has ceased to be authentic disappears, space is freed for a new stage of life.
Card No. 7. Eight of Cups
This Card carries a very profound theme—the return of a person to their own path and the search for true happiness.
Sometimes we live for a long time for the sake of other people, fulfill our obligations, we meet expectations, striving to be good, useful, and needed. And gradually, less and less attention remains for what fills our own soul with joy.
The Eight of Cups may point to accumulated weariness from a life in which there are too many instances of “have to” and too few sincere “I want to.”
Outwardly, everything may look quite prosperous. But when a person distances themselves from their true aspirations for a long time, their life energy begins to lose its natural direction.
This Arcana does not call on you to abandon loved ones, responsibilities, or past achievements. It invites you to take an honest look: is there still room for you in what you devote your life to?
After all, true service and care do not require completely renouncing your own soul.
Please note: in which areas of your life do you continue along a path chosen long ago, even though your heart has long been calling you toward something else?
The return of energy begins with returning to yourself. Sometimes it is enough to allow yourself once again to want, dream, choose, and devote time to what brings genuine inner happiness.
This Card carries a very profound theme—the return of a person to their own path and the search for true happiness.
Sometimes we live for a long time for the sake of other people, fulfill our obligations, we meet expectations, striving to be good, useful, and needed. And gradually, less and less attention remains for what fills our own soul with joy.
The Eight of Cups may point to accumulated weariness from a life in which there are too many instances of “have to” and too few sincere “I want to.”
Outwardly, everything may look quite prosperous. But when a person distances themselves from their true aspirations for a long time, their life energy begins to lose its natural direction.
This Arcana does not call on you to abandon loved ones, responsibilities, or past achievements. It invites you to take an honest look: is there still room for you in what you devote your life to?
After all, true service and care do not require completely renouncing your own soul.
Please note: in which areas of your life do you continue along a path chosen long ago, even though your heart has long been calling you toward something else?
The return of energy begins with returning to yourself. Sometimes it is enough to allow yourself once again to want, dream, choose, and devote time to what brings genuine inner happiness.
Card No. 8. Seven of Pentacles
Before you is the Arcana of waiting, ripening, and the natural cycles of material manifestation.
Perhaps, at present, much of yourenergy is spent waiting for the results of your own efforts. You have already invested time, knowledge, work, attention, or feelings, but the desired fruits have not yet fully manifested.
And then inner tension arises: when will everything finally work out? Has enough been done? Have the efforts been in vain? Perhaps you need to act even more actively?
But every seed has its own ripening period. A gardener cannot make a plant grow faster by constantly disturbing the soil and checking its roots.
The Seven of Pentacles reminds us of the art of combining action with patience. Knowing how to work when it is time to work, and allowing the process to unfold when it is time to wait.
In particular, trying to mentally control an outcome that is not yet within your power can drain a great deal of energy.
Pay attention: where do you continue to “stand watch” inwardly beside seeds that have already been sown, not allowing yourself to relax and live a full life?
Perhaps what matters now is to restore your trust in the natural flow of processes. Continue doing what is truly necessary, but stop spending your strength on constant worry about the fruits of your actions.
Before you is the Arcana of waiting, ripening, and the natural cycles of material manifestation.
Perhaps, at present, much of yourenergy is spent waiting for the results of your own efforts. You have already invested time, knowledge, work, attention, or feelings, but the desired fruits have not yet fully manifested.
And then inner tension arises: when will everything finally work out? Has enough been done? Have the efforts been in vain? Perhaps you need to act even more actively?
But every seed has its own ripening period. A gardener cannot make a plant grow faster by constantly disturbing the soil and checking its roots.
The Seven of Pentacles reminds us of the art of combining action with patience. Knowing how to work when it is time to work, and allowing the process to unfold when it is time to wait.
In particular, trying to mentally control an outcome that is not yet within your power can drain a great deal of energy.
Pay attention: where do you continue to “stand watch” inwardly beside seeds that have already been sown, not allowing yourself to relax and live a full life?
Perhaps what matters now is to restore your trust in the natural flow of processes. Continue doing what is truly necessary, but stop spending your strength on constant worry about the fruits of your actions.
Card No. 9. Ace of Swords
The Ace of Swords symbolizes the birth of a new thought, idea, understanding, or important decision. It is the energy of consciousness, capable of cutting through the fog of uncertainty and opening new possibilities before a person.
But in the context of your question, the Card may draw attention to excessive mental activity.
Perhaps you are currently striving to understand everything, find the right solution, make sense of what is happening, think through the future, and get answers to many questions at once.
Ideas are born in your consciousness, new plans arise, and various possibilities for how events may unfold appear. But far from every thought is followed by action.
And gradually, the energy that could have manifested as real change remains at the level of endless reflection.
The Ace of Swords reminds us that thought possesses enormous creative power, but its true value is revealed when it brings clarity and becomes the foundation for conscious action.
Pay attention: what question do you continue to think over endlessly, even though you already have enough understanding to take the first step?
Perhaps what your energy requires now is not more new ideas, but inner space in which one truly important thought can gain strength and take shape.
Sometimes one clear decision frees more energy than hundreds of reflections on possible paths.
The Ace of Swords symbolizes the birth of a new thought, idea, understanding, or important decision. It is the energy of consciousness, capable of cutting through the fog of uncertainty and opening new possibilities before a person.
But in the context of your question, the Card may draw attention to excessive mental activity.
Perhaps you are currently striving to understand everything, find the right solution, make sense of what is happening, think through the future, and get answers to many questions at once.
Ideas are born in your consciousness, new plans arise, and various possibilities for how events may unfold appear. But far from every thought is followed by action.
And gradually, the energy that could have manifested as real change remains at the level of endless reflection.
The Ace of Swords reminds us that thought possesses enormous creative power, but its true value is revealed when it brings clarity and becomes the foundation for conscious action.
Pay attention: what question do you continue to think over endlessly, even though you already have enough understanding to take the first step?
Perhaps what your energy requires now is not more new ideas, but inner space in which one truly important thought can gain strength and take shape.
Sometimes one clear decision frees more energy than hundreds of reflections on possible paths.
After viewing the interpretation, share what resonated with you and what realizations came to you. Write right here in this thread. The more thoroughly you record your insights, the more clarity you will gain by the end of the Intensive!
May the Card you chose become not a reason to look for shortcomings in yourself, but an opportunity to understand yourself more deeply and move closer to a freer flow of your life energy.
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Day 1–7. The card’s answer amazed me with its accuracy; it completely matches my life situation.
Conclusion regarding the selected card.
I chose card number 5. Yes, I’m still “fighting,” although it isn’t worth my effort. And now, having chosen this particular card, I understand that I urgently need to stop. I’m wasting energy on this inner struggle. Thank you
Teacher for the reading. As always, it describes exactly what is happening.
I chose card number 5. Yes, I’m still “fighting,” although it isn’t worth my effort. And now, having chosen this particular card, I understand that I urgently need to stop. I’m wasting energy on this inner struggle. Thank you
Teacher for the reading. As always, it describes exactly what is happening.
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Card No. 5. Five of Swords — Defeat. This Arcana is connected with struggle on the level of thoughts, ideas, and beliefs. ... Releasing energy can... direct strength toward where it can create something.
Yes! That’s exactly how it is. I’ll take note.
I thank Shanti Baba for his work and kind heart.
Every Thursday, on the Teacher’s Day, I express my gratitude to Teacher Sergei Vasilyevich Veretennikov. Naturally, with my very best wishes—and, most importantly, Siberian health.
Yes! That’s exactly how it is. I’ll take note.
I thank Shanti Baba for his work and kind heart.
Every Thursday, on the Teacher’s Day, I express my gratitude to Teacher Sergei Vasilyevich Veretennikov. Naturally, with my very best wishes—and, most importantly, Siberian health.
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Day 2 What fills me with energy?
The photo of the cards for this diagnostic was personally taken by OM Shanti just now especially for our intensive.
And the interpretation of the spread will also be personally prepared by OM Shanti — with an interpretation of each card drawn specifically in the context of your request.
Task:
. In front of you are several cards lying face down. Look at them and intuitively choose the one card that is attracting you more than the others right now.
Focus on the following question:
. Write the number of the card you chose here in this thread and also copy it into your notebook.
Count the numbers from left to right: the first row is 1, 2, 3; the second row is 4, 5, 6; and the third row is 7, 8, 9.
. Find the interpretation for the card you chose via the link.
The photo of the cards for this diagnostic was personally taken by OM Shanti just now especially for our intensive.
And the interpretation of the spread will also be personally prepared by OM Shanti — with an interpretation of each card drawn specifically in the context of your request.
Task:. In front of you are several cards lying face down. Look at them and intuitively choose the one card that is attracting you more than the others right now.Focus on the following question:
. Write the number of the card you chose here in this thread and also copy it into your notebook.Count the numbers from left to right: the first row is 1, 2, 3; the second row is 4, 5, 6; and the third row is 7, 8, 9.
. Find the interpretation for the card you chose via the link.Card 5 Truth, there is a struggle; for some reason, it feels very important to prove that a person’s judgments are right, as though it were vital. And it really does throw me back into the situation, starting the search for options. I already know about this, so I fall into this trap less often now, but it still happens.
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Намасте всем! Карта 2 Аркан Дьявол . После того, как выбрала карту, много думала, что же забирает мою энергию. И сразу , что пришло на ум, это материальная сторона моей жизни, работа, деньги. После работы всё время какая-то усталость, лень . Всё время какая-то спешка, напряжение. Только дни летят.так быстро ! Понимаю, что надо изменить это. Прочла расшифровку. Вот это да! Полностью соответствует моей ситуации! Может быть, в последнее время я слишком много внимания уделяю деньгам, точнее их количеству. Хотя понимаю, что без них не получиться прожить. Буду думать, как уравновесить материальное и духовное. Благодарю Уважаемого Учителя и Высшие Силы!
Намасте всем! Выбрала карту 6.
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Намасте всем! Выбрала карту 6.
Спасибо ОМ Шанти за расклад, всё так и есть.
Выбрала карту 5 и ещё 6 отметила в уме.
Когда прочитала описание Аркана Пятёрка мечей. Поражение, всё совпало точно, а Аркан Башня убедил меня, настало время обновления.
Этот расклад для меня очень важен, это сильная мативация для решительных перемен с правильным настроем.
Как всегда всё вовремя.
Выбрала карту 5 и ещё 6 отметила в уме.
Когда прочитала описание Аркана Пятёрка мечей. Поражение, всё совпало точно, а Аркан Башня убедил меня, настало время обновления.
Этот расклад для меня очень важен, это сильная мативация для решительных перемен с правильным настроем.
Как всегда всё вовремя.
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День первый: привлекли две карты - №2 и №6. Карта №2 привлекала сильнее.
Расшифровка Восьмерка кубов. Стараюсь много не расстрачивать энергии на других, но и больше к себе возвращаться.🪷
Второй день.
Номер 5.
Второй день.
Номер 5.
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Намасте всем! Выбрала карту № 6. Второй день.
По поводу карты первого дня. Прочла трактовку и поняла, что сама недавно думала о том, что нужно отпустить контроль, расслабиться, довериться жизни. Заниматься решением текущих вопросов, не тревожась постоянно за будущее. Попробую последовать совету карты и посмотрю на результат.